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                          | Drain my Lifeblood 
 So tomorrow morn I get a whack of blood taken from me...well honestly I dont know how much but I am sure it will wipe me out for the rest of the day.  Just leaving the apartment to check the mail wipes me out.  SO here is a list of things they want to test in my blood...
 
 Glucose
 Creatine
 Sodium
 Potassium
 Chloride
 AST (SGOT)
 Alk. Phosphatase
 Bilirubin
 Hemoglobin W.B.C.
 Hemotocrit
 TSM
 Ferritin
 
 Oh and the best part is I get to pee in a cup...hopefully not on my hand.
 
 So yeah I feel pretty shitty.  I think I have been downplaying how I feel...I dont know why...I guess I dont want to be a hypocondriac...but I have come to the point that yeah I definately dont feel right...and I have lost so much weight...and my face has lost its glow and my hair its lustre...I think I am looking a bit guant...
 
 So here are some of my freaky symptoms...
 
 Hives/Rash (5 months now...)
 Tired
 Insatiable appetite
 Nauseous when I eat
 Shakes
 Muscle weakness
 Sweats
 Crappy skin and really pale
 Exhausted after I eat
 Anxious
 Gas and Burping
 Slurring
 Unsteady
 Sleeplessness
 Confusion
 Limbs fall asleep easily
 
 Yeah fun stuff.
 
 So I am fasting right now and all I want to do is eat.  I am starving.  I think I will go to bed instead so I dont have to think about my rumbling stomach...
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