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Leaving? I want to leave this all behind. Start off again where no-one knows who I am and where I've been.
Perhaps then I can just be who I really am...I dont know who that is yet...or should I say still.
I want to change my name and just leave everything behing. I mean everything. To not tell a soul. But deep down there is a battle going on. I want to stay connecteed in a way.
This place is not my home.
Where do I fit in?
Where is my Joy?
Where is my Peace?
God where are you?
Old images have started to haunt me, seeping in like fog. I am in haze. Endlessly distracted. Im starting to tune the world out and retreat into my own abyss. I am trying to get out but I dont know how. I am screaming and crying out from this pit but where are your loving arms to pull me out? |
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